Things Happen. Times Change.
7/1/2020 09:57 PM
Tonight my heart is heavy.

My marriage is done tomorrow. It's not what we wanted. Things happen. Times change. Separated unwillingly. Tears.

The five year journey to marriage was one filled with craziness. More time apart than together until one day I said no more an tried to walk away for good. It lasted a few months. Then the marriage. And the wondering if we'd see each other again. I got my Visa and left for my happy ever after. Things happen. Times change. Hate prevails on both sides of the pond. Tougher laws make it harder to remain. I have to go. I have nothing left so I can't support him here. 10 years together give or take a few months and then you're at the airport hugging one last time. Knowing it's the last time. Tears.

I'm struggling. I can put up a tough front. It hurts badly. 

He doesn't want to hear "I love you". He says it's easier this way. I know he will want to end our conversations soon. I don't know what to do. He's been there every day for the most part of 10 years. How am I supposed to say goodbye?
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