So when William says we're getting up early to get the grocery shopping done, he means it. 4:45 was the wake up call. A little wake & bake with a cup of coffee before the shower and we were there when the store opened at 6. Busier than I thought it would be but not as busy as previous outings. People seem to be following the whole 6ft rule. Saw a lot of people wearing masks and it's interesting to see the different varieties people have come up with. We were home with groceries put away by 7. Ellen wasn't feeling well and headed back to bed. William stretched out on the couch and was out like a light a few minutes later. I ended up laying back down and two hours later woke up once again. The rest of the day was spent playing with the dogs. We've been bringing the neighbors puppy over almost every day as it spends alot of time alone tied up out in the garage crying. I can't take that. If you don't want the dog, please find someone who will take it and care for it the way it should be. I've taken someone's dog away from them before and I can see a repeat happening. But we give her love, play time with our dogs, water and treats. She's a little wild thing but she's a puppy. Doing what puppies do.

William & Ellen made some bomb chicken enchiladas for dinner. And they made tons. Froze some and leftovers for whenever. The sun finally came out about 4 in the afternoon. Tired of these false promises of sunshine and 75 degree weather.  A little sunshine would help brighten up this girls attitude a bunch.

Happy Easter! I honestly don't do holidays anymore but appreciate the fact that others may. It was overall a mellow day. No sun until late in the afternoon again. Waiting for that day when the sun shines from morning to dusk. There will be many I know, but for now just one will do. Ellen went over to her kids houses early this morning. Her daughters live across the street from each other so it makes for easy visiting. William and I cleaned house. He went and joined her over at the kids and I finally had a few hours alone. Any time alone right now is welcome. Some leftover enchiladas for dinner, did I mention that they were freakin bomb, a toke or two and now chilling with bad movies and my pen.

It's the holidays that bring back memories of years past. I miss my parents. I miss family tradition. It's hard not having family. I chose not to have children. As I age and start realizing how alone I truly am, I have to wonder if it was the right move. Seems so selfish just to have kids so your not alone when your old. I'm not a big fan of kids. I'm not thrilled with how my life has gone. Would I do some things differently if I had the opportunity to do them over again. Hell yes. Oh. Hell. Yes.

It's funny that I'm here. And by here I mean Satyrn. I left Mindsay and never looked back. I felt nothing when I heard Mindsay was no more. Then I hear of this place. I thought for a few days/weeks before actually signing on. I haven't blogged since leaving the aformentioned site. Wasn't even sure I wanted to or even if I had the ability to put thoughts out there to the universe anymore. And then I realize that for my sanity it's not a bad thing. Just do it. Especially during this twilight zone we're all living right now. 

Wow, so this kinda went everywhere and I'm not sure why. 

Stay safe out there.

Peace.