Thankfully it warmed up some today. Scrubbed another section of cabinets and tomorrow will finish them off. Yay. House is clean with the exception of the floors and with the rain that's gonna hit this weekend there is literally no point. 

William got called back to work a few times a week. That leaves me. Still unemployed.

I love the company I work for, for the most part. Having worked retail off and on for awhile now they by far have made me feel part of a family. I've made some amazing friends. I wasn't expecting that. Two weeks ago when we were told we'd be off till April 7th, I kinda felt it could go longer. We were all messaged later that week and were told we'd be paid till April 4th. Today I recieved a message they'd be paying us till the 11th and to check into the associate webpage for updates. I truly appreciate them paying us during this time BUT and here is where the haters are gonna hate ....

With the added on $600 a week in unemployment ... stop paying please. Just stop. It's horrible, I know, but that extra money right now would mean getting out of here as soon as this is over. Transferring to our store up north and getting out of here. I'll be starting over again. Not fun at my age. Alone in an area I know no one. But where I need to be just the same. I'll make new friends as I did here. And a place I can call my own for the first time in years. I was excited to file for unemployment on Friday. Now the excitement will be reeled back in, my patience tested and my need to go will grow stronger. Expectations. Don't have them.

Dog park kind of day. Much needed time outdoors.

Tired and lost in my head rambles so this concludes day fourteen. And I never even wrote what I intended to. I'm done.

Stay safe.

Peace.