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A Post About Feelings

2/6/2020 05:33 PM

There's a specific feeling I'm thinking about right now. Perhaps you've had it too. A result of youth, combining optimism and confident autonomy. Every emotional segment was where I left it and events moved at the pace I advanced them. The mornings were crystaline. The evenings contented surrender. The stuff in between was a combination of control, optimism and responsibility.
I know the feeling is still within range- which causes me some anxiety. It's there, just outside of my day-to-day. I have too many uncomfortable pieces pressing upside me. Too many other people handing me their responsibilities too.
There's another feeling, this one resting on my sternum. It's semi-heavy and flat. Not oppressive but constant. It's pressure, an urge, an itch to buck.
The last feeling mutes the first two. It's a mix of contentedness and love- but it's not fully either.

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