I buy flowers now.
I'm a grown adult that buys flowers. For her yard. Hanging, planting, in pots and in flower boxes. I make fairy gardens and gnome gardens. It's weird. 
I'm cool with it, but it's weird.
Do people that get thrown into motherhood kind of stay at that weird place between teen years and old-people years and just keep fluctuating but never really moving along the path like normal humans?
I feel like that's me.
I feel like I'm young and fun and stuff, but I also feel like I'm old and uncool and misplaced.