I started watching this youtube channel (and by this I mean I've watched all the videos this channel had available over the course of 3 nights):

 

All her videos are basically like this and I am equally mesmerized by all of them. Not only did I become obsessed with the way Tina takes care of herself, these videos actually have inspired me to want to take care of myself again... something I haven't really been doing so much the past few years. Who knew that watching someone take care of themselves in a way that appeals to me could actually inspire me to take care of myself??? The human brain is wild, man.

Edit to add: I forgot to mention the first 3 of these videos that I watched made me fucking cry because I realized I wasn't taking care of myself like I wanted to. We love a 3am breakdown ??