With the lack of writing on a platform like this, or really anywhere, for the last few years- I'm at a loss of where to even begin.
Do I write in some sort of order from beginning to now, or from now and work back? Or do I write in topics? Do I start with the heavy shit or just simple things? I suppose that's the problem with me. The topics and ideas seem to jumble up in my brain and intertwine, which leads to sometimes confusion. However confusing it may be for me, I feel that it's just how being human is. I think often times that's the way a majority of us are. Just a jumbled up bit of emotion and confusion. :) I like to take some comfort in knowing (hoping) that I'm not alone in that. That, in some way, people probably understand that quite well.

I'm glad this is an available outlet at this point, though. Since I was a "young"er girl, I've been using sites like this-mostly mindsay. The odd thing to think about is how my oldest daughter is now about the age that I was when I started using mindsay, deadjournal, and myspace.  (lol)

Since I'm adult, though. I have a job. One that I probably shouldn't be using this during, but I am. And because of that job, I need to cut this short and tend to that job. :)