I am running out of ideas on ways to occupy myself. I have read, I have cleaned many many times. I have crochetted a blanket for my grand daughter and colored .. I am growing restless as hell. All dull and no play makes Di a bored bitch... We did take the wildling out for a couple hours last week for a ride in the car and to find a couple games to play. So far we are all still healthy so, I am grateful for that. Apparently or Gov. is reopening our state... I will still be inside a while longer. I stopped following our numbers here in Georgia because again mentally it is easier to keep my anxiety down by keeping a normal routine going inside my home and pretend as often as possible that we arent living this right now. At the same time I still wonder how long we can keep that up while raising a 3 year old wilding. I cant get over how heart breaking it is to keep hearing him list all the places he wants to go and in what order when "everyone gets better.." 

I miss my long walks I would take both alone and with the wildling, He loves hunting for and finding rocks from the happiness rocks project when we go for walks.