This quarantine is challenging me. I am so ready to walk my ass outside. I know what you may think..."hey, you still can.." I could but I still fear it getting to my son..

By the way did I mention I/we have a son? yeah the guy I fell for almost 12 years ago is still by my side. We have a 3 year old young sheldon. The boy is already smarter than I am. Thats what it feels like.

I havent spent my days painting and reading and coloring .. a month later and I am bored as hell. Not to mention do you know how hard it is to get to some weed in all this. i gotta jump hoops and shit. weed is the medication that keeps my anxiety to a bareable level.