PhoenixRising's Post

1/20/2021

1/20/2021 01:14 AM

Well, I am a bit late on this but. Happy New Year everyone. We have survived 2020.. but holy hell was 2021 off to a bang... literally.. what the fuck with the storming of the Capitol!?

Let's not talk about that with the big day here and a new beginning in sight. The last month or so has been rough. My bestie came to visit for the entirty of Dec and the first week of Jan. Yall, I love that woman with my whole soul. I believe she is truly one of my soulmates here on this planet. With that being said let me tell you her and I are so different and yet so alike. There were days I did not like her and I am sure that she did not like me. I have come to learn one thing. I no longer want to live with anyone and I no longer want anyone else living with us. I have found my happy place. My peace and calm and I learned quickly I do not care for that to be disrupted for long periods of time.

With that being said I can also say that it is nice to know that we are the best friends who can strongly disagree with each other and get down right pissed and yet still we manage to sit down together at the end of the day and work shit out even if it means simply agreeing to disagree and contine on with another topic. I think all people need a friend like that in their lives someone who can be brutally honest with you and call you on your bullshit and who will also expect and accept that you will do the same for them. If you find those people in your life hang on to them. Even on the days they piss you off.

On the bright side of 2021, I got to meet our grandson for the first time last week. Me and his mother haven't spoken since before she got pregnant with him and he is 3 months old now. Us not speaking was not my choice but that is a story for another day as I am focusing on the positive now. Ugh he is the most precious baby boy. His name is Amari... if you know me personally that name may remind you of someone.... When I tell you I cried holding this sweet baby.. I ugly cried. I am looking forward to keeping him with me this weekend and having our first offical nanny grandson day. I have been so blessed to watch our grand daughter grow over the last year. She and I have such a special bond that I treasure and I am praying that now I will be able to also build a bond with this little man.

We also went to visit Erics dad this week and I want to share with you all about that however .. it is beyond late and my eye sight is getting all blurry so I promise to update again very soon. I have a new PC so this should make it way easy to blog on a regular basis again.

also I am still looking forward to maybe seeing away to import blogs I would love to move my old mindsay stuff here.
- Dianne.

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