I eventually realized that I'm feeling depressed. 

It's hard to get moving again. 

My lungs still hurt, and I run out of air quickly. The COVID test only has a 70% accuracy rate, so maybe I did have COVID after all. The doctor thought I did based on my chest x-ray.

We officially cancelled our move to Japan. More than anything else, that has really made me unhappy. It's something I was holding on to to cheer myself up, and now it's gone.