vanessa's Post

Do we trust boys who don't have social media?

2/23/2020 05:15 PM

WHY HELLO

I want to thank Cas for inspiring me to savour the riches of being able to have my OWN NAME AS MY USERNAME
#runonsentence #orsomething

I also want to say that I've only heard of one Doja Cat song. And. I. Want. To. Be. Her.
If you listen to "Say so" THATS MY VIBE RIGHT NOW

I have SO MUCH TO "TALK" ABOUT.

I've been going to counselling for a month now. I seriously considered stopping but I will try it for three months. Which is what the Indian center has recommended for me. However, they can extend if they see fit. So there's that.
I've been on my medication since December. We increased my medicine in January...I feel so much better. I'm not crying every morning and night. I don't think about trying to swallow all my pills and be done with life anymore.
Next week, I'm going to a college campus walkthrough, meet with advisors, etc. I'm so excited and scared to start school. IT'S BEEN SO LONG. WILL I BE GOOD ANYMORE.
My other concern is if my depression and anxiety will come back as strong as it did in November. I don't want to have to take the amount of medicine I'm taking forever. I'm taking the second-highest prescription for the medication I take every 8 hours.
Since I've been maintaining my anxiety and depression pretty well, I've reactivated my Hinge account. I don't want anything serious but I also don't want one night stands. But I also don't just wanna fuck *thinking emoji*

Phew. That was a lot.

Until we met again <3

8 Comments

SuperSugar

8:00 PM

Sounds like you're on an excellent path to self care! <3

vanessa

1:51 AM

Thank you <3

steeni

1:59 AM

"Do we trust boys who don't have social media?"

sandyquill

9:36 AM

Best wishes with the education stuff. :) I think that folks with some years under their belt are often more successful in a lot of ways as they pursue further education. You know what you're doing, you've seen life and can bring that in to your endeavors, and you have an increased tenacity. Be confident!

vanessa

8:50 PM

Thank you so much! I appreciate it :)

Dudetheregoesmy

5:40 AM

Doja Cats a cow.

(IMissTalkingToYouRememberToTextMyWhackAss)

vanessa

8:50 PM

WHAT DID YOU SAY ABOUT MY GOLDEN PRINCESS

(HiIJustSawThisITextedYouAlreadyYo)

Dudetheregoesmy

11:40 PM

SHE HAS A VIDEO ABOUT IT.