Oofh ba boof did I show my ass today. So like, uh, I do the recap for this wrestling show on the biggest wrestling forum on the planet, and there was no show tonight. Like a week ago, I had the brilliant idea to make up a fake show with absurd matches, upsetting finishes and incredibly detailed play by play and I spent the last week just getting mega pumped about it, wrote up pages and pages and pages of hilarious jokes, and then bam, posted it at 4pm and it was all deleted by 4:30. Not only did the other mods of this forum obliterate my ass publicaly in a very fiery tribunal, no one, and I mean nobody laughed. It was like telling a bad joke to a stadium full of people. 12,000 people looked at this chaotic evil I had produced for lols and said "bruh"

So, I had to come to terms with that. I mean, I had to come to terms with that. 

What I'm proud of, mostly, is that instead of having an incredibly emotional, angry reaction to it as I'm prone to do when my ego has been hit or I'm embarassed, I actually just played it cool and took a bow, exited stage left with my remaining composure intact and it's like it never happened. 

To say I was disappointed would be something of an understatement, but boy, sometimes it's not always bad to be humbled I guess. 

I made an entry on here a few months back about how I was aggravated that I can never seem to be on the same wavelength as the general public when it comes to my sense of humor or storytelling, and while that's true, it's a massive hindrance as a person who considers themselves an """ARTIST""" to be perpetually too weird, I honestly don't feel that same sting with this one. I don't know why, or what that means, I think maybe it was just such an embarassing move that I don't really necessarily feel "UNAPPRECIATED" so much as just glad that no one sent me death threats over it. 

Anyway, uh, what I'd like to say is that I'm now more annoyed that I spent like 14 hours writing up this nonsense and making all these photoshopped pictures and now I got no use for it at all. Hm. 

That's life!